Friday, April 29, 2005
You, as a teacher.
Me, as a student.
Sigh. Lately I've been sighing so much that it has started to affect my efficiency(if there's even any in the first place.)
I realized that night falls, when shops close, when transportation stops, when everyone tucks themselves in bed, when my cats meows and then sleeps, I cringe. May it be in my own room, in front of my computer, or even in my thoughts. Past two nights have been a...sigh. Forget it, I can't express them in words. I cried, I became fearful, I was stressed out, I was weary and I was an angst teenager. Yesterday, I was at Bella's house, rushing my F&N project. By 12am, I felt uneasy because the entire family was sound asleep. And she had to sleep on her sofa. ): Soon after, I left.
And this morning it dawn upon me that I should, perhaps, draw a line between me and Genia. Wrong. Ms Lim. The ELEVEN of us ain't as unite as before, ain't as understanding as before and I believe we even backstab each other? Yes,subtlely. And her you'll care what others do one mehh? sounded offensive to me. Or maybe it was. And I'm taught by Wen Cong to believe that I'm always the FORTH one that happens to ask thing, or call people, which I SHOULD put up with the rudely manner given to me. Yes, should be my fault right? Oh whatever.
I will learn how to be a student...................................................................... )':
maoed.]
at 8:27 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
